QUICK UPDATE

Hiya!

I don't have much time to blog lately, I am busy with many many things. I would appreciate a few day more in a week, haha and also longer weekends. I gave my notice at work on Monday. Both my bosses were VEEEERY suprised and shocked and they were silent for a while. I asked them to let me go on 31st of August. First they said NO, but I talked to them about my situation, they understood and on Tuesday they told me I can leave, so I can start my new job on 1st September. I was so happy!

I was thinking about quitting for a while now, but it is soooo difficult to do. I have to quit my job, at the same time leave my apartment (I live in a house my employer owns), I have to find a new job and a new place to live, find new doctors, change everything, and then quickly move from one place to another 150km far from here and leave everything behind. I will not have my family there, my friends, I will be completely on my own (most of the time) and I will have to learn how to live in a BIG city. Very, very big and hard decision. I was so nervous before I told my bosses and I was not able to sleep for days. Also I am not very confident person, so sometimes I think like I can't do this, I will fail, I will not find a good job and I will crawl back here with my head down :D

Next week I have 2 job interviews and one apartment visit. I really wanna get that apartment. I need to get one of those - place to stay or place to work, because having NONE is even harder in my current situation. It is easier to find a place near your work if you already know where you are gonna work, and also the other way around. This aparment is relatively close to both jobs, I hope to get one of them. I am trying to stay positive and I decided that I WILL GET IT, and I will not allow myself to doubt it :D So Tuesday is gonna be a big day for me...

As far as my Paleo experience goes, I started my Whole30 Challenge. So today I am 4 days in and I am enjoying it a lot. I am eating Paleo for more than 2 weeks now, but officialy started this 30 day program on Monday. So far I am succesfull, sometimes I crave something really sweet and unhealthy, but I do not really wanna go and get it. I don't have any junk at home, so there are no temptations around me. I am only worried about that next Tuesday, cause I am gonna get in the bus at 6am, I will arrive to Prague around 8:20am, I have to be at the first job interview at 11am, the second one at 2pm and apartment visit is at 4pm. I have no idea when I am gonna get back home. So this will be pretty challenging, I have to pack my food with me, otherwise I can easily go to some fastfood place just to fill my stomach with something quick and unhealthy. So fingers crossed even there. I think with good preparation I will have no problems. But it is still a challenge :)

When I was looking for apartments, I only had one condition - the kitchen MUST have an oven and a stove. Because with my current eating habits I cannot imagine living without an oven. Many apartments only have a small kitchen with no oven and I can't imagine eating paleo with only 2 stove portable cooker. This place I am gonna try to get also has a microwave and a dishwasher, haha, never had dishwasher and I HATE doing dishes :) It also has a large patio, I can see myself doing my workouts outside on the patio, oooooh, I so want that place!!!

Another great thing! Today I celebrate 500 days of no smoking :) I can't even imagine what was it like to smoke and WHY THE HELL WAS I DOING IT FOR 12 YEARS!!! 

Not much else to say now, I have to wait and see how things will work out. Will keep you updated :)