Hi Martin! Thank you for commenting, was not expecting that at all :D
I know that posting stuff online will not make me work harder or stay on track, but I feel like when posting it online helps me mentaly to stay positive. I did not slack before I got ill, I was working out every day, eating really well, was happy with myself and saw results pretty quickly. I was sooooo sad that I was not able to workout, and I was looking forward to be fit again and start again. But I was also worried that I will not start again, because in the past I never finished things. I was always setting myself goals and never reached them, because I was just too lazy. But I know this is what I wanna do and this blog entry should be more of a reminder of the new start to me. Does it make sence? :D